TGIF

Sitting here thinking whats on my mind. It was a good week and even if today did not end on a good note, it  was okay.  I was in conversation with my Manager while in the conversation. the phone rang, I notice it was our corporate office calling, I proceeded to answer the the telephone while still engaged in conversation I answered a question and the phone not really thinking I answered it any differently, then the usual: good afternoon, how may I help you.  My Manager from the corporate office then asked what did I say and I told him, he said "No" I heard you say "Yeah"  I said I was talking with someone at the sametime I answered the phone. He said "I better becareful."  Not sure if he meant anything by it. Well I really will not take it to heart.  It's already done.  I thank God for his blessing for I know that nothing can come against me. God is victorious. Now to enjoy the weekend.  And thoughts of my vacation trip to Kauai for a Wedding, Rest and Relaxation. Leaving on a flight  day after Christmas staying through the New Years Eve, flying home Sunday evening, Can't wait.

Weekend

Sitting here thinking about the weekend.  Always when we start a new week we can't wait until Friday.  We look forward for the weekend.  Just the hustle and bustle of the work week. 12 hour days 5 days a week sometimes can take it's toll.  This week went better.  Like anywhere else or anyone you have your good days and your bad. Sometimes days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months. You take it all in stride, and you do the best you can, to the best of your ability.  I try not to dwell on to many negative things, yet  it does help to build who I am.  Yes we all like to think about the good times. For me I count it all a blessing. The weekend helps me to reflect back and move forward.

Information Center

Its getting closer to Christmas, and a New Year, how fast the year has gone by.  So many things happen some good and some not. Ended the year being hospitalized, started the New Year having surgery due to a brain tumor, which I reluctantly did not want to do.  This would be the second time I was having surgery to  remove a tumor. Medical termanology is call mengioma,  which is a non cancerous tumor.  I thank God that it was benign. Doctors  just could not answers my question on how and what causes it, I may have been born with it they say.  My first surgery was 2000, and the latest was Jan 16, 2009.  Now I need to do MRI's every 3 months to make certain it doesn't grown back.

Altho I have had the surgery years apart to remove the tumor it has not slowed me down,as far as my brain function are concerned, my memory has intensified even after the second surgery.  My co worker are amazed and so am I, at the ability I have. I am a walking information center.  Before my second surgery my mind was so in grossed with so much thoughts that was so hard to get a good night sleep.  My mind was in overload.  After the surgery the ability to recall even the smallest details had intensified especially for my occupation as a dispatcher, driver, for a school bus company to recall student name and school for some 900 + student had increased.  It is a God given ability.  Thank God for healing, and for the breathe of life.

Another Day

Another Day!  Its a busy day today much of the same and yet chaos happens. Just thinking  about how the day is going to unfold.  Dealing with the day to day traffic,  employees  no show, and checking in late, the phone ringing off the wall.  Some days altho it may have started very hectic and chaotic it sometimes end very smoothly, and we are grateful for the day.  My mind often think about the children and families who have special needs child. I don't know if I would be able to care for a child who has multiple disabilities.  One never knows!

MY HELP

Its a good morning, I woke up this morning with a song on my mind.  Once before this same song stayed with me a whole week.  That entire week I spent researching the song, I needed to find it and listen to the music and the words. This song stems from the Bible: Psalms 121:  The Song is titled  "MY HELP." Psalm 121: 1 & 2 " I will Lift up mine eyes unto the hills from whence cometh my help, My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth,"  this verse is always in my heart and on my mind and it does have an affect to my day.

There is always the constant thought of work on my mind to do my best, but don't get me wrong, I love my job, I have a reason and a purpose for being there to help others.  I work for a school bus company in special needs division. You get to know the students and there parents.  If you are like me you think about them and how much of themselves they give to there child.  I recently had one of our student that we service who's parent who gave one of our drivers, a graduation video of their child from when he was born until graduation.  After watching it we knew that although he had numerous disabilities he was so loved by his family. I do not know what the parents of special needs children go through, yet my heart goes out to them. I am not certain if I could be like them and be supportive and loving, but is is something that remains with me always.  My heart and my love goes out to all the families who have special needs children, May God give you Strength, Peace, Love and Joy. 

Unsure

My title is not that I am unsure of anything just unsure of what to share.  As usual my minds dwells on my faith and my belief.  Everything I have and all that I am is because of God.  It is so easy to get caught up in todays world.  I thank God for healing, for love, for his mercy, for peace and for strength. I look forward writing whats on my mind, at times it's never the same.

Anxious

Altho today was a busy day I was thinking about my next posting, and what I would be writing, if course getting things together in the morning was well on my mind.  Christmas between the Ave was an event that was happening in our community.